第四十五章 满月（一）（1 / 2）

就算我知道了绿云很有可能就是害我早产的人<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>但她背后的是郑贵妃<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>而且现在证据不足<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>只能将此事埋在心底<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>虽然现在我没有办法整治这帮人<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>但只要等到我的玉儿平安长大<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>前前后后那么多账<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>早晚跟她们算清楚<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>

我产后体虚<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>仍要日夜不停的照料玉儿<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>很有些力不从心<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>好在母亲已找到了合适的奶娘<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>只等一个机会好送进宫来了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>

巧的是这日皇上来看我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>大约是好几天未见的缘故<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>说我越来越瘦<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>脸色也很不好的样子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>

我哂笑道：“真是应了那句古话<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>养儿方知父母恩<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>臣妾现在只带着一个孩子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>却有些顾不上自己了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”

启恒挑了挑眉<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>道：“现在知道累了也不晚<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>朕这就让皇后去寻个奶娘来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”见我低着头不说话<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>又问：“怎么<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>不喜欢<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”

我抬头冲他笑了笑<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>说：“其实上回母亲来看我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>就已经劝过我了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>臣妾是皇上的妃子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>臣妾的一切本该是皇上的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>可是为了一点小事臣妾总是为难皇上<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>让皇上破例<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>臣妾于心不安<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”

他唇边泛起淡淡笑意：“哦<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>那么你的意思呢<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”

我想了想<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>道：“玉儿才落地<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>皇后娘娘就张罗着为臣妾找奶娘的事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>可是臣妾太任性了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>让皇后为难<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>这个时候再麻烦皇后<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>臣妾真是……无地自容了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”

“皇后乃后宫之主<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>这本是她分内之事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>有什么为难不为难的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”

“话虽如此<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>但臣妾心中惶恐<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>还望皇上见谅<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”我尽量让自己的笑容看起来得体<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>声音也越来越温柔<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>“为了不麻烦皇后娘娘<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>臣妾已经请母亲在宫外找了个奶娘<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>不知皇上可否……”

他忽然“哼”了一声<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>冷冷道：“你方才还说朕屡次为你破例你心中不安<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>可是现在却又要朕为你破例<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>奶娘从来都是皇后和尚宫局的人挑选<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>什么时候轮到妃嫔娘家的人插手了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”

“皇上……”我目瞪口呆<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>

他愤然一甩袖<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>道：“此事不必再说了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”说着就要离去<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>

我呆了片刻<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>厉声喊道：“如果皇上要臣妾和玉儿的命<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>现在就拿去吧<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>好过将来被人莫名其妙的害死<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>落得个有冤无处诉<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”

他的身形猛地一顿<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>回头满脸震惊的望着我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>周围的宫人早已吓得都退了下去<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>殿内只剩我俩互不相让的瞪着对方<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>

“启恒<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>我知道你从来就不希望我有孩子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>我和孩子几次三番身陷险境<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>你都……视若无睹<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”说出最后四个字<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>心<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>寒凉成冰<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>

他反身走到床边<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>指尖勾起我的下颚<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>冷冷道：“凭你说出这样的诛心之言<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>朕就该杀了你<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span><span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”

我笑了起来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>笑着笑着却又流出了眼泪：“杀我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>对你来说是轻而易举的事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>白绫<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>匕首<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>还是……毒药呢<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>要杀就来个痛快吧<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>这样钝刀子割肉一样的折磨<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>我受够了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”

“阿娆<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”他呵斥了一声<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>眼里一闪而逝的惊痛<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>

我甩开他的手<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>一连串的发问：“皇上难道没有仔细想过<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>雅妃一个草原女子怎会懂得什么赏雪宴<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>明明打扫的干干净净的地面怎会有油渍<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>而且刚好让人踩到的时候撞到了我的身上<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>皇上<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>这些您就从来没有怀疑过吗<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>您以为只要杖毙那个宫女<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>就什么事都没有了吗<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”

他回避了我的目光<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>

我悲愤的几乎要大哭出来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>

我知道你要顾及郑氏一门和二皇子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>可是二皇子是你的儿子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>十二皇子就不是你的儿子吗<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>

不<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>说到底<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>你所最重要的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>是皇位<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>是皇权<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>